So. Much. Stuff.

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Well, I haven't updated/called anyone since I got to Chicago. It's a real madhouse around here.

You guys all know that my dad got into an accident on Thursday. Well, while we were here, we found out the car's totalled. need a new car. sux0rz. car I learned to drive in is gone.

Ice skating sounded fun. I wanted to go with you guys. But I didn't need to. Went to a rink here. Was fooling around, Julia chased after me, fell and broke her right wrist. It's been put in a cast. I've become her personal slave. goody.

My great aunt was put in the hospital on Dec. 19th. had a pacemaker put in. I did something I've never done before: I casted, to give her strength. Dec. 20th, she peaks out of it. Dec 21st, the day I was going to celebrate Yule, she crashes. She died.

Mom didn't come for Christmas until the 25th at seven. I love my father, but he can't do Christmas shopping for beans. I found out that the whole magic of Christmas comes from my mother, and she wasn't there. no snow either. it all melted today.

I'm being driven crazy by everything. I've become short, annoyed, (especially when someone tells me to do the dishes or clean my room) and, in some cases, downright mean.

I miss all of you.

I want to come home.

I don't want to miss anything else.

And dammit, I'm crying now. Dammit.

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We all love ya back home....so does Mr. Darcy...
Feel better C-chan.