Just Hangin' Out...
Sep. 4th, 2004 08:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
koujectWell, I'm waiting for Toonami and AS to start. I NEED Yu Yu Hakusho, Inuyasha, Gundam SEED, Wolf's Rain, etc. I read Shonen Jump today, and I seriously need more Anime...
Y'know what I did today? NOTHING! ^_^ I'm still in my pajamas! I played FFXI for God-knows-how-long, then spent around two hours downloading a Gundam SEED MP3. R0x0r 0n Kira! (Currently I'm downloading the ending theme. ^___^)
I still have to do Murder Game for Monday. I've got a 7 point lead now! Let's see if I can hold onto it! ^.^ Heh heh.
Unfortunately, I have to work some tomorrow. I've got a French thingy to read, and somehow, I need to get work out of 2 books that I don't own. -_- This is nuts.
Oh! My World Religions book came, FINALLY! Now Niki-chan can bum the book off me instead! ^.^ I was taking a look at the Wicca stuff, since I've become kinda interested in it. But then, I realized something kinda scary...
I'm afraid of going to hell.
WHAAAAT?! It's a legitimate question! I'd rather be reunited with my family than lay in torment because I PICKED THE WRONG RELIGION. Gah, seriously, why can't the world be more user-friendly? Why have I gotten this monotheistic stuff branded into my head, whereby whenever I consider something that is unique and different, I become afraid of making a spiritual mistake.
I mean, what could be wrong with a religion full of vegetarians? Who worship a God/Goddess entity? Revere the status of women? Where priestesses are more important than priests? Where people work to protect the evironment? What could be wrong with it?!
But I can't convince myself. Maybe Kairos will do it for me. Maybe I'll get in touch with my spiritual side and find out what's best for me. I mean, heck, I believe in a God who won't condemn anyone because of what they believe. So... why can't I convince myself of that?
Hey, my download finished.
~Serey
(Oh yeah, expect a new version soon! ^^)
Y'know what I did today? NOTHING! ^_^ I'm still in my pajamas! I played FFXI for God-knows-how-long, then spent around two hours downloading a Gundam SEED MP3. R0x0r 0n Kira! (Currently I'm downloading the ending theme. ^___^)
I still have to do Murder Game for Monday. I've got a 7 point lead now! Let's see if I can hold onto it! ^.^ Heh heh.
Unfortunately, I have to work some tomorrow. I've got a French thingy to read, and somehow, I need to get work out of 2 books that I don't own. -_- This is nuts.
Oh! My World Religions book came, FINALLY! Now Niki-chan can bum the book off me instead! ^.^ I was taking a look at the Wicca stuff, since I've become kinda interested in it. But then, I realized something kinda scary...
I'm afraid of going to hell.
WHAAAAT?! It's a legitimate question! I'd rather be reunited with my family than lay in torment because I PICKED THE WRONG RELIGION. Gah, seriously, why can't the world be more user-friendly? Why have I gotten this monotheistic stuff branded into my head, whereby whenever I consider something that is unique and different, I become afraid of making a spiritual mistake.
I mean, what could be wrong with a religion full of vegetarians? Who worship a God/Goddess entity? Revere the status of women? Where priestesses are more important than priests? Where people work to protect the evironment? What could be wrong with it?!
But I can't convince myself. Maybe Kairos will do it for me. Maybe I'll get in touch with my spiritual side and find out what's best for me. I mean, heck, I believe in a God who won't condemn anyone because of what they believe. So... why can't I convince myself of that?
Hey, my download finished.
~Serey
(Oh yeah, expect a new version soon! ^^)
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Date: 2004-09-05 03:33 am (UTC)And that scared me.
Then I got to thinking, "Well, if I don't believe in this, what the hell DO I believe in?" And you know what? I have no clue. But I'll figure out what I believe, eventually.
No, wait. I'm going to find some IDEAS first. Some good ideas...